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Lara swallowed as her boyfriend of 3 years turned fiance walked into her room glancing around proudly like he had the right to. If she had known, she would have slammed the door in his face but she knew she couldn’t. She saw the greed in his eyes already as they settled on hers and she suspected he wasn’t here because he loved her.
He was here for something else.
Had he been watching her all this while? Why today of all days. It felt like he had been waiting for her to leave her brother’s place to come back home.
How did he know she was home? He had purposefully ignored her all these while waiting for the right time to strike.
Her heart raced wondering what his intentions were since she was the only one currently at home. If he tried anything funny, she would call her father or Dapo immediately.
He sat on her bed comfortably and turned to face her. “Aww C’mon baby, don’t tell me you’re not happy to see me.”
“What the hell do you want?”
“Why the face, it doesn’t suit you baby.”
“Get out of my house Soji.”
“Or what?”
“Or I’ll call…”
“Your brother, or Daddy who messed you up or your low life boyfriend that you’ve been fooling around with.”
She rolled her eyes at him. “You’ll regret this. I swear you’ll…”
“Oh please. You think I’m scared of your stupid threats after everything that was on the news? Or how you slept with everything in pants and still tried to make me feel bad about my affair with Aisha?”
She remained quiet.
He stood up and walked towards her his gaze intense on hers as he reached for her. She dodged and tried to run behind him but he caught her in time. When his grip tightened on her wrist, she slapped him with her free hand and struggled to push him away from her.
“Let go off me!” She screamed kicking and hitting him. He retaliated by hitting her in the face which landed her on the floor. Looking up at him in shock, she struggled to crawl away from him but he was too fast and pulled her legs so she was beneath him.
“If you don’t stop kicking, I’ll make sure I find a way to stop you myself.”
“You bastard! You hit me. You’re going to pay for this.” She cried as tears strolled down her cheeks.
He held her hands above her heads captive with one hand and pulled her face to his digging his fingers into her cheekbone till she whimpered.
“Now, you are going to listen to me.” He began ignoring her tears. “You are going to tell your parents that we haven’t broken up and we are getting married soon.”
She struggled again but he was too strong for her and pressed his weight down on her.
“You will tell them that we are still in love and everything is way behind us. When we get married, your inheritance is going to be shared 50-50 between us. You will be my wife and do as I say and as I please. We are going to be married but I’ll be a free man because I can sleep with any woman asides you. You will suffer for everything you put me through. For killing my child when I didn’t want to, for manipulating me to be with you instead of Aisha, for disgracing me right in front of my friends.”
“I hate you!” She yelled crying and trying to break free. “I’d rather die than marry you man whore!”
“Oh, you think the internet has heard enough of Daddy’s girl Lara Kitan? Wait till they see all those nudes you sent me, remember the sex tape I made darling? Aisha and I have been talking and I’m ready to testify to the abortion. Now we will see who’s the whore among us Hmmn.”
She weakened as more tears came and she was unable to fight. How could he treat her this way? How could he be so cruel. The last thing she wanted was her video out there. Her life would be over.
“Are you thinking twice now baby?” He leaned close to kiss her and she bit his tongue angrily. He cussed at her and hit her again pulling at her shirt while she tried stopping him.
It was then she realized that he wanted to rape her.
“Soji, please don’t do this…” She begged when she saw that she had no strength to fight him anymore.
“What, like we’ve not been doing this for years. When the other guys had their share of my fiance, now you’re acting like it’s not what you live for.”
“Soji please…” She screamed again closing her eyes and before she could imagine the pain she would relive if he forced himself on her, she suddenly felt nothing. Opening her eyes, she saw him being yanked away by her brother and a fist landed on his face.
“You’re sleeping in Jail you good for nothing pervert!” She saw her brother push him against the wall and she sat up immediately trying to cover her the upper part of her body that was bare already.
IK quickly reached for one of her tops on the bed and threw it at her. She threw it on immediately while adjusting her jeans.
“Are you alright?”
She shook her head still crying. “No…”
“Hey it’s okay, you’re fine now.” He came towards her and she hugged him tight sobbing into his chest when he pulled her close. “He won’t touch you again, I promise.”
She’d never seen her brother so angry before and she was almost scared for him. He must love her so much to have punched Soji so bad that there was a cut on his lip already revealing a little blood stain.
In all her life, she’d never seen her brother this mad. So mad he would punch the guy and handle him that way.
“You have the rights to come here and try to rape my sister. You’re definitely out of your mind if you think I’m just going to let you walk away from here after what you just tried to do.”
Soji didn’t look scared and her heart beat faster. It was obvious Dapo had not heard what he had threatened her with and she wasn’t ready to allow him hear about it from Soji’s lips.
“Bro Dapo please…”
“Lara, stay out of this. His type shouldn’t be left to roam in the streets.”
IK looked at her confused. “Lara, that guy just tried to rape you.” He looked at her face and saw the redness and bruises already present. “Did he hit you?”
“None of that matters.” She tried to wipe her face with the back of her hands. “Bro Dapo…”
“Don’t you see she’s begging you big brother.” Soji laughed even while Dapo’s hands were on his collar. “If there’s anyone who should be sleeping in Jail, it’s your sweet little sister.”
“Soji, please don’t do this. I’ll marry you. Please let’s just leave it that way.”
“You’re not marrying this retard Lara.” Dapo cut in.
He scoffed ignoring Dapo. “Like your brother will allow it now that he’s here, why don’t we just let the cat out of the bag baby?”
The tears were flowing already. “Bro Dapo, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.”
Her brother turned to look at her, his face unable to place what was going on and what the two were saying. “What’s going on?”
“Oh, so you’re not aware about what she did to my baby?” He began.
Dapo released him looking confused and glancing from Lara to Soji “Whose baby? You got my sister pregnant?”
“Her best friend was pregnant, your attention starved sister got jealous and asked me to abort it to prove how much I love her. I did and found out she had other skeletons in her closet. Like the other men she’s been sleeping with for instance.” Soji laughed to himself like someone who was drunk and faced IK whose face had gone hard purposefully saying things to create images in the young man’s head “And the little things we did in secret, take for instance the daring nudes she sent me, the videos where the little minx won’t stop saying my name…” He chuckled when he saw how IK’s hands had turned into fists. “Oh you want to fight for her? Please save your energy for something better than this trash. She loves no one but herself and she’s going to ruin you till you become less than a man. Goodluck.”
The room went quiet and IK who had been holding on to Lara didn’t realize he had released her.
Lara panicked and looked at the two men whose worlds she had just turned upside down. She was torn between whom to beg.
“Bro Dapo…, I didn’t mean it. I didn’t mean to hurt Aisha.” She turned to IK and her heart broke when she saw how much she had hurt him again. “IK, please…, I’m sorry. Soji is just trying to come between us. I swear I don’t love him anymore, it’s you I love.”
She watched Soji shake his head and leave while Dapo could do nothing but let him go.
“You lied to me.” Her brother began.
For the first time in a long time, she went on her knees to beg him. “Bro Dapo, I’m sorry. I was desperate. I wasn’t thinking straight. I just made a suggestion…”
“Oh cut the bull Lara. I told you before things got worse. I told you to let go but you wanted to have your own way. How could you, how could take life from your friend? I knew you two would fight, but I never imagined it would come to shedding blood.”
She kept sobbing.
“What if she had died? Would that be enough for you? Would that make you happy and live with that retard that isn’t worth you?”
“After everything I did for you, after how much I was willing to sacrifice for you. I brought you into my life,” His eyes had pooled and were red. “I loved you with everything and you betrayed me and you would have agreed to marry him.”
“I didn’t want to hurt you…”
“But you wanted to keep lying to me.”
She was unable to say anything. How could she, her whole world was falling apart and this time she doubted there was anyone she could run to this time. Her brother who took her in the last time had found out. IK would see her as a leftover and she had only one thing.
To beg them both.
He was quiet for a while as if trying to think. Suddenly, he frowned. “Is that why Aisha went all out on you?”
Don’t tell him the truth.
What’s the point. Let me just come clean once and for all.
She nodded.
He stared at her as the full realization of what had happened seemed to dawn on him and he stared at her, eyes wide.
“So it was true, what she said. Daddy hurting you.”
She nodded again.
“And you chose to cover up his sin? You two knew about this and kept me going?”
“Don’t see it that way…, I-“
He rubbed his temple trying to understand. “I don’t get it. Dad abused you as a child and you were willing to take his side? Were you scared or you were just trying to protect his name?”
When she didn’t say anything he yelled at her. “What kind of girl are you?”
She cowered and kept crying. “I had no choice.”
He shook his head. “You had a choice, you just were not willing to make use of it.” Raising his head, he looked at IK. “I can’t stay here any longer. I don’t know if you want to stay with her but I can’t even look at her right now. I find it hard to believe we were born from the same mother.”
“Bro Dapo!” She screamed running after her brother as he headed for the stairs. Reaching for his shirt, she held on to it. “Don’t treat me this way. Please you’re the only one I’ve got. I have no one.”
“You should have thought of that when you chose your path.”
“Please, I’m begging you.” Her body raked with sobs as she clung to him.
“Let me go Lara.” He tried pushing her away. “This won’t solve anything so the more you pull at my shirt, the more I’ll remember what you did.”
She reluctantly released him then falling to her knees once again, she cried putting her hands into her mouth as catarrh ran down her nose.
IK came downstairs and saw her. “IK, please help me beg my brother. Please…”
He reached down and provided her with his handkerchief. “At this point Lara, I don’t know if there’s anything I can do really. Right now, I- “ His emotions got caught in his voice and he stood up immediately. “Goodbye Lara.”
“Are you leaving me too?” She looked up into his eyes hoping she could change his mind.
“I just need to know if I’m ready for this. If I can handle this…” He looked away and before she could see his face, he reached to wipe something away. “I won’t stop being your friend but I don’t know if my heart can take this right now. I’m sorry.”
And he was gone.
Lara stared at the closed door for a while as she sat on the floor contemplating her life and wondering if it was all a bad dream she would wake up from soon. When she realized that she was all that was left at that moment and this was life happening before her, she broke into tears again wishing she could die there and now.
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When Mrs Kitan arrived that night, she knew that something had gone wrong. The house was unusually quiet especially since she was aware that her daughter would be coming home today. Her motherly instincts told her something was wrong and while her husband went to take a shower, she found her way to Lara’s room.
She saw her sleeping quietly on the bed and wanted to retreat but she felt compelled to touch her and at least see her since it had been a while. She was facing the wall curved into a ball and she was reminded of the child she had given birth to 25 years ago after 10 years of trying for a child after Dapo. She came and brought happiness into her life.
She looked around the room and was glad the maids had cleaned it up as she had instructed them to earlier. Settling on the big bed, she reached to stroke her arms gently when Lara turned.
She expected to see a half asleep child or a cheerful smile but what she saw scared her. The girl’s face was swollen like she’d been crying all day. “My love, what’s wrong?”
“Why did you leave me alone Mummy? Why didn’t you just stay. And if you had to go, why didn’t you take me with you.”
Sumbo’s heart raced and she looked confused. “Baby, what are you talking about? I’ve been here for you. I’m right here. Did you have a bad dream?”
“Is Daddy home?” She asked glancing up.
“Yes, we came back together.” She looked into her eyes and what she had been scared to face was right there in her child’s eyes. Her heart shattered to pieces once more.
“Can you lock the door please?”
“Of course sweetheart.” She hurriedly went to the door and locked it. When she returned, Lara sat up and she joined her. Reaching for her hair that was scattered across her face, she pulled it behind her ears and kept stroking her arm. “Baby, what is it? Are you okay?”
She shook her head and her eyes pooled. “Mummy I’m sorry I lied to you. Aisha was right. All those years, Daddy used to come into my room whenever I was scared and I cried out from my nightmares. At first it was fine but later, he wanted something more. I was scared and didn’t know what to do. He told me it wouldn’t hurt and that he was only trying to show me love the way you two showed each other love. He said he missed you and you wouldn’t come home and I was the only one he had. I didn’t know what to do Mummy. I really wanted him to stop touching me but he wouldn’t stop. He wouldn’t let IK come to the house either and I just hated that IK couldn’t save me someway somehow. He told me he would give me anything I wanted if I kept quiet and that I’ll be his girl. I wanted to be his girl but not that way. We hadn’t moved to this house then. We still lived in that bungalow at Ikeja back then.”
Sumbo watched her child as she narrated everything and she was at a loss for words. Her mind screamed at her blaming her for so many things and how she wanted to keep hitting her husband till he passed out. She wanted to take her daughter and run somewhere to hide.
She was confused about what to do and she suddenly burst into tears. If only she had taken Lara with her. Why oh why? Why after all these years? Why did she marry a pervert who was meant to care for their kids? How could he take advantage of her? Was that what led to his ever blooming wealth? She didn’t understand how and what he saw in a 8 year old girl when he had other concubines to give him what he needed.
She wiped her face and looked at her child trying to be strong for her.
“It’s alright baby. Come here and let me hold you close.” She opened her arms and patted her gently.
“I’m sorry I lied to you Mummy. I partially blamed you because you left me when I needed you most.”
“I’m sorry my darling.” She mumbled trying to hold herself from crying again. “I’ll make it up to you, I promise. I’ll book an appointment with a therapist and let’s see how it goes from there. Okay baby?”
When she released her, she tried to smile for her and leaned close to kiss her. “I’ll be right back.”
“Where are you going?” Lara panicked.
“I’m just going to set somethings straight.”
She stood up, adjusted her gown and headed for the door. When she stepped outside, she went to the kitchen and picked the knife from the shelf. Strolling back upstairs, she headed straight to the room and locked the door. Her husband had already donned a jalamia and was holding the remote to adjust the temperature of the air-conditioner in the room. She couldn’t hold herself as she ran towards him and raised the knife against him.
He saw her on time and grabbed her hand though the blade managed to scrape one side of his wrist.
“Sumbo! What the hell has gotten into you?” He cried twisting her arm so she could drop the knife on the floor. “Have you gone mad?”
“You’re the mad man. You this sick man. You out rightly denied it when I asked you. What did you use her innocence for? Your cult? Some perverted meeting? Our daughter Lekan, our own daughter! You are shameless. I am going to drag you down and everything you own is going down the drain. I can’t believe I even allowed you to touch me. I was ready to believe anything you told me. My god. I am leaving this house with Lara.”
“You’re not going anywhere.” He held her so he could look at her. She realized she was growing weak as he stared at her. “You and Lara will be here till I say otherwise. I am your husband Sumbo. Do you understand me? And your husband takes priority over your children. Let it be clear.”
She saw something in his eyes that made her scared and she retreated.
“Blood binds us, or have you forgotten so soon my love? You drag me down and you go down as well” He revealed a scar just below his wrist as if to remind her of what she had forgotten. “You think you’re safe out there? You think you’ll leave me and there will be no consequences? Who will protect you? You can run far from me but you’ll always come back so I wonder why you bother.”
He reached to touch her chin ignoring her tears. “No one is allowed to bring up Lara’s situation anymore, and if anyone does, let them know it’s in the past. We won’t be talking about it anymore. If she needs to see a therapist, get her to see one that we trust. Or let them come home. We will pay whatever has to be paid. If she wants to get married, let’s just wait till the next ambitious guy shows up. As for the Bello fool, he’s yet to taste my wrath since he’s obviously the reason behind this.” He sighed shaking his head as if the topic was enough to give him a headache already. “I have to go to bed. I have a flight to catch in the morning. I can’t be late for my business meeting tomorrow and just in case you’re not aware, I’ll be spending a few weeks away from home. When you miss me, you can call.” He went to bed and settled in almost as if nothing had happened. “And tell the girls they can skip my night tea.”
Sumbo could only stare at him unable to say anything as more tears strolled down her cheeks. What kind of man had she married? Could she go on living life like this? Here was their child suffering and he didn’t care. Was his name and his wealth more important that his child? The man she married years ago was definitely different from the man she was looking at now. She was scared of this man and what he had turned into.
She couldn’t even imagine she had been sharing a bed with him as well.
He looked up as if reading her mind. “You made me act that way when I didn’t want to. Look, it’s gone. Lara will go on living life. She’s been living life ever since so why now?”
She remained quiet.
He relaxed and pulled the sheets over himself. “Goodnight and tell Lara I love her.”
Sumbo could only watch him as he looked peaceful in his sleep. When she was tired of watching him, she left him and headed for her daughter’s room.
She was going to be spending the night there.
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Nimi knew something was wrong though Dapo refused to reveal anything to her. He’d taken her out to a beautiful restaurant on the Island for dinner. She felt the discomfort in her spirit but didn’t know where to place it. She watched him eating quietly and wanting to get his attention, reached for his plate and forked a piece of cake.
He looked up then.
She winked at him. “Just hungry.”
He smiled and sat back watching her with arms folded across his chest. “Should I be worried?”
“About?”
“When the kids start coming…”
She blushed not knowing how to feel about his statement. “Something is on your mind and you’re keeping it to yourself.”
The mask returned. “It’s nothing important.”
“Or better said, it’s something you would rather I don’t know about.” She sighed. “What happened to being transparent about everything we feel?”
“Sweetheart trust me, it’s not something I would like to talk about.”
“Yeah, you don’t trust me enough to.”
“Jeez babe, what’s wrong with you? You and I know we’ve come farther than that.”
She recoiled watching him and wondering why he spoke to her that way. She dropped the fork and reached for her phone ignoring him.
“Babe, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it.”
She continued scrolling through her phone. He knew what to do if he was really sorry. He had to show he meant it. She wasn’t going to tolerate being scolded like a child.
He came towards her and sat beside her. Reaching for her hands, he held it in his and raised it to his lips. “Forgive me.”
She looked at him then and touched his face. She knew she was meant to stop touching him but she ignored the warning and stroked his beard. “What’s wrong?”
“It’s Lara.”
Her heart raced and her mind suddenly flashed to the dream she’d had the first time before she met Dapo. The reason why she was in their lives in the first place.
The bleeding girl in her dreams.
She’d had another dream last night. This time, a girl stood at the edge of a cliff and raised her arms. She suddenly turned and smiled at her. Her hair covered her face and so she couldn’t see who it was. She ran to catch her but it was too late.
The girl had thrown herself into the wind.
You are getting distracted.
“What’s wrong with Lara?”
“She lied to me. To all of us.” Dapo shook his head in regret. “I found out yesterday that she aborted Aisha’s baby hence the reason for retaliation. She also lied about my father’s abuse. How can someone do that? It wasn’t fear, it was due to her whacked life. You were right about her needing rehab. I can’t even imagine she’s my sister. I fought with you because of her. Can you imagine that? I brought her into my home and into my life and she used me. Even when I kept showing her love. And she would have kept lying to me if I didn’t find out myself. Soji came home last night and tried to rape her. And she wanted to marry the pervert.”
Nimi’s heart broke as she stared at her boyfriend. She didn’t know what to say. One side of her wanted to be glad that Lara was only getting what she deserved all along while the other side was remorseful.
Wow, was there anything the girl didn’t do?
A man without Jesus is capable of anything.
“See why I didn’t want to tell you? Because she just leaves a bad taste to the tongue.”
She reached for him and hugged him hoping he would find comfort in her arms. The memory of what his mother told her came flashing before her face but she shook it away.
He was hurting but she couldn’t use her body to comfort him.
What if you did?
Dapo released her and without thinking, she reached for him and kissed him secretly wondering if he would push her away and how she would feel if he did. When he didn’t, she relaxed and allowed him lead.
When he broke free, she looked into his eyes. He looked vulnerable.
“Baby…”
“Hmmn..” She watched him intently hoping he wouldn’t rebuke her for what she had done.
“I-I was thinking…” He held her hands in his and smiling into her eyes continued. His hands felt cold and shaky and she wondered if he was alright. “You are the best thing that ever happened to me. I can’t imagine my life if all this was going on and you were not there to comfort me and be with me and take my mind off things. You make me ask if this is some kind of dream or reality because I don’t think I’ve ever loved a woman like you. A woman that makes me have sleepless nights, a woman that has me praying in tongues…”
Nimi laughed though her heart wanted to jump out of her ribcage. Why was Dapo talking like this?
“And life without you would be empty, it makes sense because of God, but it’s a whole lot better when you’re in it.”
She blinked back tears. She loved him to pieces and couldn’t imagine life without him in it either. “Thank you.”
“And so…” He suddenly went on his knees and reached into his blazer and Nimi raised her hands to her mouth. She was still sitting on the chair when he brought out a velvet box and popped it open.
“Oluwalonimi Esther Adeyemi. Will you make me the happiest man alive by marrying me?”
Her eyes pooled and she swallowed. That was when she saw lights flashing and knew he’d hired someone to take pictures of him proposing to her. Perhaps it was being recorded too.
She nodded. “Yes, Yes, Yes.” Not able to contain her excitement as he slid the ring into her finger, she threw herself into his arms and kissed him again.
This time he did not resist.
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Nimi sat in bed staring at her ring and smiling. The nights she’d dreamed of her finger bearing that special ring. Tolani kept gushing over her and her mother couldn’t be happier. She felt like she was floating and life was just perfect. She was getting married to the man of her dreams and now, she was certain they were getting married.
Oh let it happen soon. She squealed already wondering how she would cope now that they were engaged. Maybe it would be okay to share a few kisses now that he had proposed.
No
“I was thinking he was going to write it in the sky or put it in the cinemas or something like those stunts we see on bellanaija.’’ Tolani broke into her thoughts.
She had thought of it before but right now she didn’t really care. Besides, Dapo was a private person and he liked keeping somethings secret. His family was famous enough and he hated getting himself in the news.
She shrugged. “Dapo is special in his own way. He’s not too friendly with social media and so tried to make it private as much as possible.”
“Wow, this your guy is just too much.”
She giggled when her sister came to settle beside her. “I noticed you guys spent time downstairs before coming upstairs.”
She glanced at her sister not wanting to feel guilty. Their kiss had been pretty intense this time when he dropped her at home. She had been the one to touch him this time and he reciprocated.
“I think we better stop.” He had mumbled against her lips when he tried to break free but she clung to him. “I want this to be perfect for us.”
She smiled and wrapped his arm around her as they found their way upstairs. She was aware their bodies would touch but she threw caution to the wind.
“We were just trying to prepare ourselves before coming upstairs.” She told her sister.
Okay so now you’re lying?
“Oh I see.” Her sister gave her a knowing look before smiling. “Anyways, I trust you sis Nimi. You’ve kept yourself this long so I’m sure you know what you two are about.”
She felt that discomfort in her spirit again.
“What about Madam Lara, have you thought of what she’s going to say about it?”
“Dapo and his sister are not really in terms at the moment.” Which is fine by me really.
She blinked. Where did that come from?
“Why?”
“It’s just a disagreement. I’m sure they’ll come back soon.” I hope not. The last thing I want is someone like the spoilt child coming between me and my fiance.
Tolani nodded and smiled reaching to turn off the lights. Nimi turned staring at the wall as she battled with the thoughts currently going on in her mind which was scary she doubted if she was the same person before the relationship and now. She was happy but something wasn’t right and she was finding it hard to place a finger on it like before.
But whoever she was becoming was beginning to scare her.
Oh my God. Who am I?
Much love. xo!
Original story by ITUNU TAIWO owner of http://myglowingscenes.com
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